Dear anyone,

What prompted me to get up middle in the night to hastily compose this short writing is a matter much to complicated for my muddle-headed mind to converse clearly. Nevertheless, I will try. This moment shouldn't be forgotten for all there is. I am generally an agnostic when it comes to religious belief, but at a moment like now, when I am wrought by what once seemed a serendipity but turned out to be an unfortunate joke all to cruel for me to swallow, I think there indeed might be something up (or down) there who is conducting this little charade. I won't go into details but just let it be known that this is not pretty, and I, like an unsuspecting fish, took the bait all too eagerly.

It is pretty pathetic at a time as now to assign blame on something one doesn't usually associate with. When one is at the end of the cul-de-sac and have no way out, one is sure to curse at the bright blue sky that is smiling back at you -- more like a smirk. Forgive me.

Best of luck, from the depth of my...whatever,

Nobody